Standstill
I am 20 years old. I lack inspiration, motivation and drive in my life. Is this what they refer to as cynicism as people grow out of their teenage years? The giving in to the constant pressures applied upon me this past couple of weeks speaks like an emotional barometer. Among other things, the lack of things happening in my life is taking a toll on me. God, I need your direction to guide me back to the path from which I so often like to stray. These are doldrums from which I so yearn to break free from. I need to pray much much more and accept what God has for me. It’s 2 weeks to officially reaffirming my faith and still I do so many things most would term un-Christ like. Stop thinking about the big stuff when you haven’t got the basics right. She will come when you are ready, so drop the thought cause you’re far from ready yet. Would you stand up for what you think is right and bear the earthly consequences to uphold your beliefs?http://retrospection.posterous.com/standstill in retrospect
